exhausted.

I feel like it's been a really long week but it's only Wednesday. Technically, it's already Thursday and I'm still in lab - what a nerd! Why am I still in the lab? I actually went home after the Candlelight Vigil held here on campus for the tsunami victims back home, which was around 6pm. Cooked dinner (roast duck from Ohio and cucumbers), ate and did my laundry. Came back here to check on my E. coli culture but unfortunately, they overgrown. Did some microscopy stuff and decided to check my mail. Then I was debating if I should go back or stay here to get some stuff done online - I decided to stay for 2 reasons

1. If I go home, I'll end up sleeping after taking my bath = no work will be done.
2. Windows on my PC is unstable and my Dell laptop cannot detect the broadband connection at home, which should prompt me to call Dell technical support since I paid for it but I was too lazy to wait through all the 'let me pass you to the right person game' the technicians like to play.

Now that I'm done with everything, all I can think about is my comfortable bed. It's at times like this that I wish I have a boyfriend..keke. They can be really advantageous at moments like this. That's the other reason for my exhaustion this week. I can't seem to get him out of my mind at all. It started with the Swiss roll at Asian Mart in Ohio. Ever since then, I couldn't stop thinking about how different it would have been if he's here with me. It's been so long and the memories are still so fresh..how does one forget about their ex? I was telling mum about how I miss having a boyfriend - lots of people think it's due to desperation but I think that being in a relationship is a really wonderful feeling. A good relationship would be a balance between spending time with friends and the significant other. She told me not to think about it and I'll stumble into one when the time is right. But how can I stumble into another when I can't even forget the previous one? Sigh...gotta get these thoughts out of my system before the end of the week before I collapse with exhaustion.