Was awakened a while ago by some alarm going on downstairs. I left my door open when I went to bed hoping that my bag is still gonna get here. Unfortunately, they either did not get here or I was too dead to hear any knocks on the door.
Can't seem to get back to bed now. It's probably jet-lagging effects. There isn't much to do at this time of the day..so I started surfing the net and I couldn't help checking out the prices of air tickets and hotels at Vegas or Chandler. BK is currently at Chandler and he has been bluntly asking me to go over to spend a weekend with him. Part of me really wants to go there but part of me asks - is it worth it to spend that much amount of money for a weekend with the guy I know that I'll never get? But then again, if I don't go, will I be wasting the opportunity to be with the love of my life for one weekend?
Maybe it's time I thread lightly on this path of my life. Just go along with the flow, do what my heart says and not think about it so much. Furthermore, he's still single at this point of time. Why should I be the one thinking so much about it? Why should I be the one worrying about him being playful? Like a friend have said before, flirting can be the most fun activity. Yeah..I shall set my mind on that.
1 comment:
yes, your friend said it right.
but are you distributing your flirt time equally to other people as well? or is it just BK BK BK in your mind ? =)
spending the weekend with the love of your life. now that u mention it, i wonder if I will ever have such opportunity, so do consider properly.
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