While I was walking out to dinner a few hours ago, I looked up the sky and am surprised to see it filled with stars. I used to love going for walks at night and stopping by the park, sitting on the swing while gazing into the sky. As I did that today, I wondered why I stopped doing that. The realization also made me realized how much I miss the company of the person who used to that with me. Then I started wishing that I don't have to be out having dinner by myself and that I don't have to be walking across campus on such a lovely night all by myself. It's when thoughts like this cloud my mind, I feel so down.
But that was a good walk. One I should be doing more often. One that has freshen me up while stuck in this lab all week long except when I go home to sleep. It's a very peaceful night after all the chaos happening in the day time with the students coming back for classes. I get to enjoy a lovely dinner - Char siew pui (barbeque pork rice) - without having to rush.
I may not have the person to accompany me for walks anymore but at least I still have myself. At least I still remember the things that makes me happy.
4 comments:
Well I kindda did that once... Drove aimlessly in to the night. Felt like all the burden was lifted off.
yeah...driving can actually be relaxing.
Sigh, I have people I miss too... Someone who's not with me, but I miss like crazy...
eating alone...i hate tht the most
but sometime wondering alone...
tht is something i think i would enjoy
cheers and u have the stars accompanying u
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