down moments...

Jealous of the girl who caught your eye
When you looked at her where was I?

Jealous of the one who’s arms are around you
If she’s keeping you satisfied
Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and your stars collide

Jealous of the one who won your heart
It seems like a perfect match
She’s gonna get to be where you are
And I don’t get better than that

Whisper words I wish were mine
And they might have been
If I had been there

You know I’d fight the good fight
If I thought I’d change your mind
But if she makes you happy
I would leave the dream behind

Man, she better treat you right
And give you everything
Cause at the moment she doesn’t
I’ll be waiting at the wings.

You may be sitting right there in the same room as her but I know your mind is still on me. When you called me back, I knew you were thinking of me. I knew you wish you could be here telling me everything will be alright. She may be treating you good but I know I was there when you were down. I would be there whenever you call. You might be the light of her life but why isn’t she denying the others? I would have given you my all, but you would never know that would you? She’s there wherever you are. But if I had been there…it would have been me. You let her know…she could be there, she could be a sweetie but I know you’re thinking of me. I was your first and I know she could never take my place. The longer time she takes to make up her mind, the longer time I have. She can take all the time she wants and I’ll be on the watch.

But will you tell me when she makes you happy? Will you tell me when I’m annoying? Will you be honest with me?

And who am I to say all that? Ping is in her imaginary world…sad and lost.