after finals effect

The laziness that comes with the after finals effect is still with me. Haven't done anything this entire weekend except getting some stuff set up in the lab, shopping and bumming at home.

Managed to talk to S yesterday. I've never seen him online but probably because I was up till about 4am this morning and it's 5pm there in PJ. Anyway, talked to him a little and found out that he's single again. I told him that I broke up and he said I made a stupid move. I was like..what???? Don't you wanna know the story first? Then he started telling about how great it is to be in love and to love someone. It seems like he's a very committed person and is willing to sacrifice a lot for his gal. I guess the working world had changed him..he used to put his friends first before his girl and he was the 'bo-chap' (don't care in Hokkien) kinda guy. Now, listening to all the things he has in mind about what he can do with a girl, it's like seeing a whole new him. It's fun to be able to talk to him about our dreams and all. I even teased him, I said - Could there be more than a high school fling between us?. He laughed. It was really nice talking to him so joyfully and don't have to worry about screening my words. It was so natural even though we haven't seen each other in 6 years and we haven't talk in a really long time too. Furthermore, we stopped communicating in such an abrupt way that we never did knew when we fell out of love. But then it wasn't really love at that time. It was a crush..that sad to say, would probably never become love, would it? There's just no chemistry when we talked, which is just the opposite of what I feel when I talk to D. Talking to D creates so many feelings. Why must things be so complicating between us?

Went to Meridian Mall with Dan today. He's bored. I'm bored and we decided to go to the mall even though he doesn't like the mall and I didn't have anything to buy but it was better than bumming at home. He picked me up, drove there and it took us almost 10 minutes just to get a parking space. I was sitting there, amazed by the amount of people out there shopping and he was driving, swearing every now and then and commenting on everyone who's in his way. I've never seen this many people in the mall before and especially not the parking place so full. It's crazy. Of course, there are some really inconsiderate people who parks their car on two parking spot, people who park so out that their car are almost in the middle of the road, which all made him even madder. Then when we found a spot, there was actually two..what luck!

Had A&W for lunch at the food court. It's so not Malaysian A&W. There's no Coney dog, no waffle, no chicken either! It's just hamburger and sandwiches. :( But then it filled my empty stomach so it was okay but of course it would be better to have at least Coney dog. :P

Later, when Dan brought me home, I can feel the serenity and loneliness of this place starting to haunt me. But it's still ookay for now since I've been so busy and I'm actually looking forward to a little time for myself and just relax. But then that would give me time to think about 'stuff'. Sigh...